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I firmly don't believe that cognitive behavioral therapy would cure paraphilias, I believe it can help bring self control for those with troubles containing themselves and stop the bad behaviors but honestly it won't cure anything. You're still going to be a paraphiliac regardless of treatments.

I've never voted since I became the legal age to vote, I didn't vote five years ago and I didn't vote in the 2020 election; not once. I didn't vote however I honestly would have wanted president Trump to stay in office, I would rather have that guy than this guy who looks like he might be going senile, or is going through undiagnosed Alzheimer's for all I fucking know. I'm not a doctor.

My mother is a childhood sexual abuse surviver, though I've stayed away from her for about 4 years now, she invaded my privacy in my teen years and never apologized about it; she seen an aspect of myself I didn't want her to see, I knew how much that experience traumatized her; I didn't want to reactivate her trauma. She hurt me during a very vulnerable point in my life, a very confusing point. Yes, in my teenage years I probably shouldn't have been looking at porn, though I seen how she acted like a homophobe due to her Christian beliefs; her brother is a gay man, he's also been a child sexual abuse victim. I've started noticing my attraction where different from others around the age of 12 ~ 14, what I found psychologically and physically appealing, I didn't notice what I found psychologically appealing until the age of 14. I believe in extraterrestrials, I completely believe an alien species has been studying people such as me from a distance and in a undetectable manner; we've had supposed hauntings in the trailer house growing up, one time and this alcoholic recovering uncle of ours thought he saw something in the night when in reality nothing was there from what I seen. After all paraphilia must be a fascinating topic for an alien to observe and study in other species, much like have humans do the same thing. Things we thought were only in humans are shown in other species too, penguins and otters of course have had sex with hatchlings in the wild. An extra terrestrial would see themselves in another species and then take on study based on their past experience in history that has been documented within their ships or whatever else of technology they're using.

I wrote a whole entire fucking paragraph then it decided to reset everything, saving this for later “Risk and Prognostic Factors Temperamental. There appears to be an interaction between pedophilia and antisocial- ity, such that males with both traits are more likely to act out sexually with children. Thus, antisocial personality disorder may be considered a risk factor for pedophilic disorder in males with pedophilia. Environmental. Adult males with pedophilia often report that they were sexually abused as children. It is unclear, however, whether this correlation reflects a causal influence of childhood sexual abuse on adult pedophilia. Genetic and physiological. Since pedophilia is a necessary condition for pedophilic dis- order, any factor that increases the probability of pedophilia also increases the risk of pe- dophilic disorder. There is some evidence that neurodevelopmental perturbation in utero increases the probability of development of a pedophilic orientation.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/10r_oUv_fZXQ4jUVXQC-4UnMdaneR3TD5/view